First and foremost, thank you for all the kind emails and healing sentiments. This all started two weeks ago on a Sunday. Coming back from two jobs, I started experiencing the worst headache ever (beeping as my daughter calls it) and fever. Within a few hours I felt flu like symptoms, complete fatigue and shakiness inside. Not shakes like with the flu, shakes as in my central nervous system was seriously messed up, poisoned. The headache (and I normally do not get them) lasted until Monday night around 5pm even with Tylenol. On Tuesday morning I had an appointment with my family practice feeling so raunchy but walked out with a diagnosis of an upper respiratory infection. While I am confident and suppose I did have one, that is not how I felt. The next day Wednesday is when (&%#) hit the fan. I woke up with both of my legs, my calves down to my toes specifically were numb and tingly. Mix that with fever (on and off), fatigue and non stop nervous system shakes. I could walk but had loss of sensation and at this point I was scared. Thursday morning, my husband then took off and stayed off with me all last week as well - we headed back into the doctor for blood work. I thought (and I still suspect it even if blood work indicates negative) Lymes Disease and googled other possibilities specifically with key words numbness, tingling and nervous system. An overnight stay in the hospital, CT scan, xray, more blood work, MRI, neurologist visit, another MRI, EMG and yet another MRI tonight I still have no concrete answer. Two possibilities according to my neurologist, neither which make sense to me personally is a pinched nerve in my lower spine or a really REALLY bad virus took over. I am definitely feeling better in the last two days than in the two weeks, in fact yesterday I had a fantastic day - except the numbness/tingling has not disappeared, less prominent yes but not gone. Today I regressed unfortunately but I am holding hope this will all just be behind me in a matter of days. I am on Neurontin now which I think is helping. I should find out the reading of my MRI hopefully tomorrow to at least diagnose or rule out the pinched nerve.
I hope to start regaining more sensation in my feet to start driving again. I have ventured out about a mile but that’s it now, I don’t feel quite safe and “there yet”. My goal is to resume work (as long as I am well) in the near future. That has been very difficult, as two weeks ago I had to cancel all jobs on the 2008 calendar stat and thank my lucky stars I have had the most understanding clients. Most are rescheduled for Spring 2009.
I will be packaging orders and holiday cards all week starting tomorrow and as they come in all week. All albums have been ordered and expected shipment is promised before Christmas. Your order will not be held and will be shipped out separately ahead of time. To any of my recent clients with pending orders to submit and/or recent galleries will be expedited immediately once received. If your order is being packaged and shipped this week, you will be notified by a phone call or email.
Well that about sums it up for now. When I know more, I will post. I may take the opportunity over the next few weeks to finally do some blog posting from sessions I never had a chance to share simply due to a lack of time. My goal is to get a diagnosis, get better and get back to work. Good night.


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So glad to hear that things have seemed to turn the corner & you are feeling better!
YIKES! Frustrating not to know what is going on, but it sounds like you are on the mend. I hope you are feeling ALL better soon.
Oh, I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so bad. I hope the Dr’s are able to come to a conclusion and that it is nothing too serious.. I just stumbled upon your page for the first time today. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I have all my fingers and toes crossed that you will be better soon and able to get back to what you are so good at.
How scary, Susan. I am glad to hear that you’re feeling better. Best wishes for a continued and speedy recovery–my thoughts are with you.
OMG Susan!! This sounds like something I would watch on “House”. I hope you are better soon, I will pray for a full recovery.
Again the outpouring of well wishes has been well appreciated. It has been over 3 weeks now and a few days I thought I turned a corner. I had 3 straight days of really GOOD, no great days. I stopped my medicine, bad move. On Saturday night around 6, it all came back again. While today I am not experiencing the nervous symptom shaking nor fever, headache - it has been 3 more days again of numbness/tingling in the feet and in my thumbs and some of my fingers. I had a nice talk this morning with my neurologist and he agreed at my request to have the Lymes Western Blot version of testing done and said he is going to request some other off the wall stuff to look for. I am back on my medicine and to stay on it, no dropping it cold turkey anymore and will continue under his care until this is all behind.
In the meantime I am resuming sessions the 1st week of December. I already have a few reschedules on the calendar.
Happy Thanksgiving…
Susan, I was really hoping this wouldn’t linger/recur. You sound incredibly calm, and my hope for you is continued peace and strength through all this testing and uncertainty. And of course, total healing! Talk soon… L